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You may recognize this line from the first episode of HEROES, yes im 
an addict fan. And this is one of my favourite lines of the popular 
tv series, the line was said by Peter Petrielli, he said this on top of 
a 15 ft building, this was the scene when he tries to prove to his 
brother that he is special, that he can fly..Ive been watching Heroes 
for 4 wks now..I got tired of waiting for Wednesdays to come so I 
could watch another episode, so i bought myself a DVD, yes, i admit, 
it was a pirated DVD..but cmon! even a known senator was spotted 
checking out pirated cds in a local shopping mall(note: he checking it out..not raiding it, investigating or what so ever!), but thats not the case now, I liked this line because this is something, someday  i want to say to myself..Well, not just say..its more like i wanna prove this to myself and to the people around me..I wanna be somebody, not just anybody. Me, 
yes, i can say im extraordinary already, im not normal, im 
customized. But thats just me..the real me, wanna be somebody 
else..wana feel like she has a purpose here. Wanna know who she 
really is..Cause i feel like stuck in this life which i dont know how to live..everyday of my life i have like a schedule in front of me, 
everyday is always the same..like it was planned..i wake up, watch 
TV, eat, turn on the PC, turn it off, Watch TV, eat, and the last thing i do before i go to bed is spend my whole night surfing the net..I wanna do something, i wanna add something to that schedule..I wanna work, wanna study, wanna hangout, wanna go out every single 
day/night..

I dont just wanna be CLARE, I wanna be somebody else..

Im wishing that somehow i can get a grip of that time..

and Im also dreaming of winning  an OSCAR someday!! lol

I had an idea ac2ly, a long story for my blog already..but i got so lazy to write it..
now its no where near my mind.. Im so happy to have a blog already but i never realized i would get this lazy to make my blog..

i dont even know if im gettin my english right now..believe me, writing a blog is nowhere near my system..

i’ve managed to create my own friendster blog after havin several problems with the domain im going to use!..Well, thanks to a tutorial ive read..how dope am i??..Im quite new with these things..i never wanted a blog..Im interested more in having a "Private Online Diary".. and when i say private, no one can read it exept for me!!..I dont want it to go public..

Well, now that ive successfully registered for a blog..I better start to think bout what to write!!